Monday, June 23, 2003
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Saturday, June 07, 2003
The last weekend break of the school year!
Friday @ about 7:30 PM I went up to Mae Stecker Park for some volleyball and chillin' out. Kyle's mom brought some pizza for all of us :-) Jenn and Ash -- I like Squirt! lmfao! Oh, and the whole night Ryan was groping me and feeling my butt -- so that was cool! lol! :-P He is the tittie master! ;) The "Whirly Bob" gave us headaches so we laid down on the bridge. "Children are gifts" Ryan -- let's make some gifts! lmfao! :-* Jessica and I made the girl playing leftfield cry :'( because we told her she sucked. I felt bad :-\ After it got dark outside we all went over to Maria's. Ryan's dad was nice enough to drive me all the way home, but first we had to stop back at the park 'cause Ryan left his shoes there. There were like five pairs of socks laying around and Grant's Utica sweatshirt! :-\ I got home @ 11:30 PM and went to bed! O:)
Saturday I had my favorite cousin Beth's graduation party! O:) I'm so proud of her -- she had the fourth highest GPA in her graduating class! I love you Beth Anne Meray with all my heart! Good luck at Central and all that you do with your life, you mean the world to me and I love you more than anything. I've always looked up to you and I have had so many great times with you. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I hope I can be half the person you are! BAM and JAM 4E! :-D
Friday @ about 7:30 PM I went up to Mae Stecker Park for some volleyball and chillin' out. Kyle's mom brought some pizza for all of us :-) Jenn and Ash -- I like Squirt! lmfao! Oh, and the whole night Ryan was groping me and feeling my butt -- so that was cool! lol! :-P He is the tittie master! ;) The "Whirly Bob" gave us headaches so we laid down on the bridge. "Children are gifts" Ryan -- let's make some gifts! lmfao! :-* Jessica and I made the girl playing leftfield cry :'( because we told her she sucked. I felt bad :-\ After it got dark outside we all went over to Maria's. Ryan's dad was nice enough to drive me all the way home, but first we had to stop back at the park 'cause Ryan left his shoes there. There were like five pairs of socks laying around and Grant's Utica sweatshirt! :-\ I got home @ 11:30 PM and went to bed! O:)
Saturday I had my favorite cousin Beth's graduation party! O:) I'm so proud of her -- she had the fourth highest GPA in her graduating class! I love you Beth Anne Meray with all my heart! Good luck at Central and all that you do with your life, you mean the world to me and I love you more than anything. I've always looked up to you and I have had so many great times with you. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I hope I can be half the person you are! BAM and JAM 4E! :-D
Monday, June 02, 2003
Not as great as the last, but this weekend was pretty great!
Friday was the Davis-Heritage Freshman "mixer" up at Stevenson. Mr. Samuel Jaber was my date ;) *Sam is oh-so-hot* lol! I took a lot of great pictures of all the great looking guys, even though I was looking much less than great :-\ and I got to see a lot of my Heritage friends that I haven't seen all this year! O:) I can't wait 'til next year @ SHS! :-P
Saturday night I went to the movies with Ashley, Jenn, Wallie, Charles, and Ryan! Before the movie started I got my "toffee coffee" from Cafe` Europa! :-D I had to sneak it into the show along with Charlie's Mountain Dew lol! "The Italian Job" was actually a pretty good movie *two thumbs up* lol! Some frickin' HOT guys in it! =-o Yeah, that was the best part of my weekend!
-- I love the 8 MILE tingles -- :-P lmao!
Sunday @ like 4 PM Jenn YEE came over to try and do homework -- Mission Impossible. The only thing accomplished was our cameras getting developed and like 15 of our 80 Chemistry Review problems! It's so sad, I really needed those points too! :-\ Time for bed, maybe I'll wake up early and feel like being responsible...
Friday was the Davis-Heritage Freshman "mixer" up at Stevenson. Mr. Samuel Jaber was my date ;) *Sam is oh-so-hot* lol! I took a lot of great pictures of all the great looking guys, even though I was looking much less than great :-\ and I got to see a lot of my Heritage friends that I haven't seen all this year! O:) I can't wait 'til next year @ SHS! :-P
Saturday night I went to the movies with Ashley, Jenn, Wallie, Charles, and Ryan! Before the movie started I got my "toffee coffee" from Cafe` Europa! :-D I had to sneak it into the show along with Charlie's Mountain Dew lol! "The Italian Job" was actually a pretty good movie *two thumbs up* lol! Some frickin' HOT guys in it! =-o Yeah, that was the best part of my weekend!
-- I love the 8 MILE tingles -- :-P lmao!
Sunday @ like 4 PM Jenn YEE came over to try and do homework -- Mission Impossible. The only thing accomplished was our cameras getting developed and like 15 of our 80 Chemistry Review problems! It's so sad, I really needed those points too! :-\ Time for bed, maybe I'll wake up early and feel like being responsible...
MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND
Friday night I went to the movies with Aaron, Mike, Jenn, Elise, Amanda, and Ashley! While we were waiting for the movie to start seating -- me, Elise, and Aaron all went for a ride on the elevator. Yes, there is an elevator at AMC30 for those of you who didn't know ;) Yeah, so we went up and down about 20 times. "Is this our floor? Nope!" *presses button* lmao! Bruce Almighty was hilarious! I had some good laughs! :-D It was pretty good fun, and thanks to Jenn and Amanda for decorating my cast!
Saturday I went over Ashley's house and chilled 'til like 11 PM that night. We watched my favorite movie -- The Princess Bride 'cause Ashley hadn't seen it in a while. "Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father, prepare to die!" That is the greatest movie ever! :-D ;) Not a very good day though -- R.I.P Murphy Brown -- you'll be missed :'(
Davis Freshman Formal -- May 25, 2003: Greatest Night Ever!
Sunday night was the Davis Formal at the Monte Carlo Club -- it was so awesome! I did a lot of crazy dancing and things that would embarass most people, but it was so great! I set aside being shy for the night and conquered my anxiety of singing in front of people :-D 'cause when "Angel" came on I just had to sing it! *American Idol* -- lol! I also posed for the elementary school pictures all by myself -- Oakbrook representin' lmao! @ Matt's house afterwards I couldn't keep my party animal inside (or my clothes on), so I did a nice back flip into his pool in my undies! lmfao! He thinks I'm fuckin' retarded -- others thought it was fuckin' hilarious! Okay, ripping my cast off was a *little* extreme, but if I didn't take it off it woulda been soggy and stanky for the next two weeks :-\ lol! I went to Kelly D's after and spent the night. Craziest night -- definitely memorable! 5/25/03 <-- night to remember...
Friday night I went to the movies with Aaron, Mike, Jenn, Elise, Amanda, and Ashley! While we were waiting for the movie to start seating -- me, Elise, and Aaron all went for a ride on the elevator. Yes, there is an elevator at AMC30 for those of you who didn't know ;) Yeah, so we went up and down about 20 times. "Is this our floor? Nope!" *presses button* lmao! Bruce Almighty was hilarious! I had some good laughs! :-D It was pretty good fun, and thanks to Jenn and Amanda for decorating my cast!
Saturday I went over Ashley's house and chilled 'til like 11 PM that night. We watched my favorite movie -- The Princess Bride 'cause Ashley hadn't seen it in a while. "Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father, prepare to die!" That is the greatest movie ever! :-D ;) Not a very good day though -- R.I.P Murphy Brown -- you'll be missed :'(
Davis Freshman Formal -- May 25, 2003: Greatest Night Ever!
Sunday night was the Davis Formal at the Monte Carlo Club -- it was so awesome! I did a lot of crazy dancing and things that would embarass most people, but it was so great! I set aside being shy for the night and conquered my anxiety of singing in front of people :-D 'cause when "Angel" came on I just had to sing it! *American Idol* -- lol! I also posed for the elementary school pictures all by myself -- Oakbrook representin' lmao! @ Matt's house afterwards I couldn't keep my party animal inside (or my clothes on), so I did a nice back flip into his pool in my undies! lmfao! He thinks I'm fuckin' retarded -- others thought it was fuckin' hilarious! Okay, ripping my cast off was a *little* extreme, but if I didn't take it off it woulda been soggy and stanky for the next two weeks :-\ lol! I went to Kelly D's after and spent the night. Craziest night -- definitely memorable! 5/25/03 <-- night to remember...
Thursday, May 22, 2003
Pent up with anger from people that I hate
They depress me to the point where I sit and contemplate
I wonder why I associate with people who bring me down
They don't bring out any positive, the negative surrounds
Looking for the bright side, my sight is besieged with gray
In disbelief that the little things can ruin my whole day
Instead of speaking my mind directly to their faces
I wander off and find myself in distant dark places
I'm alone here, writing my feelings as they break the surface
This is my refuge, my salvation from being nervous
It's all I can grip on to that will relieve me from this strife
Without my sanctum, I'm as cold as the blade of a steel knife
The knife that calls my name with conviction and desperation
The answer to my problems and all my devastation
No one understands the pressure pushing on your back
Closer to the edge with every realization of what you lack
Easily disturbed, easily frustrated, and easily upset
I am my own worst enemy, I am my own worst threat
With every word revealed is a burden lifted from my grief
The sun creeps above the horizon, a sudden feeling of relief
Clarity restored, no more problems to worry about
After another line is written, I fix another doubt
Now to face the music, as I triumph confusion again
My conscious has matured, but this is not the end
People cannot step on me, I reside higher than all of this
I'm oversensitive and I see why they say "ignorance is bliss"
They depress me to the point where I sit and contemplate
I wonder why I associate with people who bring me down
They don't bring out any positive, the negative surrounds
Looking for the bright side, my sight is besieged with gray
In disbelief that the little things can ruin my whole day
Instead of speaking my mind directly to their faces
I wander off and find myself in distant dark places
I'm alone here, writing my feelings as they break the surface
This is my refuge, my salvation from being nervous
It's all I can grip on to that will relieve me from this strife
Without my sanctum, I'm as cold as the blade of a steel knife
The knife that calls my name with conviction and desperation
The answer to my problems and all my devastation
No one understands the pressure pushing on your back
Closer to the edge with every realization of what you lack
Easily disturbed, easily frustrated, and easily upset
I am my own worst enemy, I am my own worst threat
With every word revealed is a burden lifted from my grief
The sun creeps above the horizon, a sudden feeling of relief
Clarity restored, no more problems to worry about
After another line is written, I fix another doubt
Now to face the music, as I triumph confusion again
My conscious has matured, but this is not the end
People cannot step on me, I reside higher than all of this
I'm oversensitive and I see why they say "ignorance is bliss"
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
Have you ever said "Yes", when you wanted to say "No"?
Or had a hard time getting over something and just couldn't let go?
Have you ever wanted something so bad, that it was all you could think about?
Or have you ever had what you wanted, and still been filled with doubt?
Do you know what it's like, to know you've made a mistake?
But you couldn't change it back, and that's what you couldn't take?
Have you ever done something that wasn’t worth its cost?
And then released your tears at the realization of what you’d lost?
Have you ever been with someone, but been thinking about someone not there?
Or lead someone on to believe you when in truth you didn’t care?
Have you ever made an obtuse mistake and apologized that same day?
And expected that since you apologized everything would simply be okay?
Have you ever ignored the feelings that tore you up inside?
And it was transparently obvious that you had something to hide?
Have you ever wanted to do something, but couldn’t find the right way to?
And hesitated to act on your feelings and follow them through?
Has someone ever given you the butterflies inside of your heart?
But you couldn’t be with that person and that’s what tore you apart?
Have you ever desired to tell a person that you think you’re in love with thee?
Or have you ever told the person you loved, “You mean everything to me”?
Do you ever hold back the truth from those that mean the most within?
‘Cause you’ll have to admit the lies and you don’t even know where to begin?
Have you ever had a secret that churned inside and you wanted to reveal?
Don’t you hate that the best things in life are those that you have to conceal?
Have you ever thought about something and been overwhelmed with fear?
Or have you ever imagined someone and the image was crystal clear?
Have you ever been with someone and it just felt so right?
And that made you realize that the battle was worth the fight?
Have you ever had your heart tell you what you should try to strive for?
Or has your heart ever felt so strong that your mind has no control anymore?
Or had a hard time getting over something and just couldn't let go?
Have you ever wanted something so bad, that it was all you could think about?
Or have you ever had what you wanted, and still been filled with doubt?
Do you know what it's like, to know you've made a mistake?
But you couldn't change it back, and that's what you couldn't take?
Have you ever done something that wasn’t worth its cost?
And then released your tears at the realization of what you’d lost?
Have you ever been with someone, but been thinking about someone not there?
Or lead someone on to believe you when in truth you didn’t care?
Have you ever made an obtuse mistake and apologized that same day?
And expected that since you apologized everything would simply be okay?
Have you ever ignored the feelings that tore you up inside?
And it was transparently obvious that you had something to hide?
Have you ever wanted to do something, but couldn’t find the right way to?
And hesitated to act on your feelings and follow them through?
Has someone ever given you the butterflies inside of your heart?
But you couldn’t be with that person and that’s what tore you apart?
Have you ever desired to tell a person that you think you’re in love with thee?
Or have you ever told the person you loved, “You mean everything to me”?
Do you ever hold back the truth from those that mean the most within?
‘Cause you’ll have to admit the lies and you don’t even know where to begin?
Have you ever had a secret that churned inside and you wanted to reveal?
Don’t you hate that the best things in life are those that you have to conceal?
Have you ever thought about something and been overwhelmed with fear?
Or have you ever imagined someone and the image was crystal clear?
Have you ever been with someone and it just felt so right?
And that made you realize that the battle was worth the fight?
Have you ever had your heart tell you what you should try to strive for?
Or has your heart ever felt so strong that your mind has no control anymore?
I haven't made any entries in a while! Didn't tell anyone about my weekend either! :-\ I'll update you! lol!
FRIDAY:
I went to Mallory's with a bunch of people. Chilled by the fire, ate marshmellows :-P, jumped on the trampoline, and watching Lucy and Nick makeout! :-* It was a pretty great time! I made one fatal mistake, that made me realize: don't kiss people you don't like. Kissing someone you don't have feelings for is like kissing a wall! No fun! (unless you're into walls) :-\ lol! I started the fire up again by throwing hay into it with Jenn. lol! I made fire! I got picked up around 11 PM and went home!
SATURDAY:
Dave & Buster's with the YEE family and Ashley. I charged my power card up with $10 worth of points. Fifteen minutes later: all out of points. lol! Jenn, Ash, and I all played a horse racing game and lost to a bunch of little boys :-\ lol! Kinda sad...but oh well! I won a little radio too! I guess that was worth $10, right? ha! Afterwards I went over Ashley's and chilled over there 'til late around 11 PM. Our night was spent on the computer, surprise surprise. But, I managed to have a great time! :-D lol. My brother and I had a crazy ride home. Not really crazy, but funny. Some bitch cut us off, so we followed her for like 3 miles! lmfao! 5/17/03 - - good times.
SUNDAY:
I went shopping at the mall with my mother, which doesn't happen often. I found a dress for formal and made an appointment to get my hair done. I got home and setup plans to get together with Dwyer and YEE for our DOE final exam project. We got to drop eggs from different heights on different surfaces (grass, cement, and dirt)! It was great fun! lol! ;) Then back to my house: back to homework: back to school the next day.
THE END! :-D
FRIDAY:
I went to Mallory's with a bunch of people. Chilled by the fire, ate marshmellows :-P, jumped on the trampoline, and watching Lucy and Nick makeout! :-* It was a pretty great time! I made one fatal mistake, that made me realize: don't kiss people you don't like. Kissing someone you don't have feelings for is like kissing a wall! No fun! (unless you're into walls) :-\ lol! I started the fire up again by throwing hay into it with Jenn. lol! I made fire! I got picked up around 11 PM and went home!
SATURDAY:
Dave & Buster's with the YEE family and Ashley. I charged my power card up with $10 worth of points. Fifteen minutes later: all out of points. lol! Jenn, Ash, and I all played a horse racing game and lost to a bunch of little boys :-\ lol! Kinda sad...but oh well! I won a little radio too! I guess that was worth $10, right? ha! Afterwards I went over Ashley's and chilled over there 'til late around 11 PM. Our night was spent on the computer, surprise surprise. But, I managed to have a great time! :-D lol. My brother and I had a crazy ride home. Not really crazy, but funny. Some bitch cut us off, so we followed her for like 3 miles! lmfao! 5/17/03 - - good times.
SUNDAY:
I went shopping at the mall with my mother, which doesn't happen often. I found a dress for formal and made an appointment to get my hair done. I got home and setup plans to get together with Dwyer and YEE for our DOE final exam project. We got to drop eggs from different heights on different surfaces (grass, cement, and dirt)! It was great fun! lol! ;) Then back to my house: back to homework: back to school the next day.
THE END! :-D
Saturday, May 10, 2003
@ like 4:40 PM today I headed up to Stroh's for the DDR tournament, but by the time I got there Mike had already competed. :-\ and people were leaving in like an hour and I had just gotten there! lol. I ended up playing some pinball and eating ice cream O:) Jenn's mom picked us up @ like 6:15 PM and we went over Ashley's. We watched Coyote Ugly and then went upstairs around 9 PM to talk online and try to make plans for the night. Instead we ended up making niiice rhyme schemes: (abbd bcce cddf fdda eccb dbbc) and laughing for hours and hours :-) I never realized how much fun you can have sittin' by the computer. I love you girls! Great night! :-D
Yesterday was pretty good fun.Seventh hour during the pep assembly I went with Tommy and John to 7-11 :-P and then we came back after school was out. Sam's band Failed Attempt was playing, so that was cool. I hung by Kelly Roettger and RZ and we watched all the crazy mosher's (Joan) lmfao. John's mom picked us up @ 4 PM and she drove me out to Shelby for the Davis vs. Shelby soccer game. YEE was there, so I talked to her the whole time and then Jeff showed up too. Shelby won and then Judy drove Jeff home and dropped me and Jenn off at Jenn's house. I went inside Jenn's house (she didn't want me to) but I did =-o lol. I met her sister Caroline (who loves me oh-so-much) :-\ Jeff picked us up at 7:45 PM and we picked up Ashley and then stopped at Marie's house for a visit. Maria was there, and so were Sarah and Kelly (I didn't know who they were) We stayed longer than we intended to, so we couldn't go to the mall like we originally planned. Me and Jeff were hungry so we stopped at BK. After BK we went over to Eric's and surprised him :-D I love randomly showing up people's houses uninvited. lol. ;) Mike, Charlie, Mallory, Gianna, and Kyle were already there watching SE7EN, so I got comfy right away by sprawling across everyone's lap. :-) I left at 11 PM with Jeff, Ashley, and Jenn and they drove me home to the "BFE" (big fucking east) lmao. Ashley called me around 11:45 PM and I was half sleeping throughout our whole conversation that lasted 'til 1:15 AM. lol. I fell asleep like two seconds after I hung up the phone. *yawn* lol. Now I gotta get ready for the day and figure out what I'm doing tonight! lata!
Sunday, May 04, 2003
Strawb3rriTwist (11:36:02 PM): i thought teret syndrome was like a pooping disorder?
Now that's pure intelligence. Heather said that to me last night, and sadly...she was serious.
Now that's pure intelligence. Heather said that to me last night, and sadly...she was serious.
Last night I went to the movies with Wally, Lucy, Nick, Charlie, Jenn, Ashley, Heather, Mallory, Kevin, Kyle, Grant, and Maria (I hope I didn't forget anyone, tell me if I did) to see X2. I had a few good outbursts during the movie, but the people in front of me didn't seem to enjoy them as much as everyone else did. lol. After the movie we chilled around and waited for people's rides to show up. This guy named James from De LaSalle came over and started talking to us. Dude, he was hot! lol! :-* He hugged me good-bye! :-D When my mom got there I had her take me to the Cafe` Europa so I could get another yummy toffee coffee. ;) Then I went home and talked online for a few hours. Last night was good fun! But, school tomorrow, so I gotta start any homework I have. :-\