I don't think this journal is publishing shit! dammit! :-\
It's been a while since I've submitted anything into this "journal" of mine, and I have a lot on my mind, but unlike a private journal, everyone is going to read this, so I don't really feel like sharing everything I would like to. Yeah anyways, I have had the same thing on my mind since last Sunday night, and I haven't been able to think about much else lately. Have you ever had something on your mind, and that was all you could think about, and it drove you
crazy? Well, that's me right about now. It's not bad, it's really good, but really complicated. I
bet you are wondering to yourself, "What the hell is on Julie's mind that has her so outta whack?" The more I think about it, the more I want to do something about it. It's crazy! I've told a few fortunate people including my brother, his girlfriend, and my cousin, but that's it.
Moving on...
Last night I chilled at Ashley's and met her friends Marie and Heather. Charles (my best friend) came over and we all walked to meet Jenn YEE. After that we stayed outside playing basketball and sitting around the "camp fire" talking about random things. It got cold so we went into the basement and jus' chilled on the couch, and I got to see Dave's train with the cool city he built. After Marie and Heather left, the four of us watched a few scenes from 8 MILE (I bet you can guess which ones) ;) Ashley gave me a twenty minute headrub (or I woulda died) and then Charlie and Jenn got picked up. My brother came about five minutes after Jenn left and I had a very
interesting talk with him and his girlfriend in the car (about my situation). They were really supportive and helped me out by giving some advice. Before they dropped me off at home we stopped for a late night Taco Bell snack. lol! I got home around 12 AM and went upstairs to talk online for a few. Then I went to bed, and guess what I couldn't stop thinking about? :-D lata!
Ashley, I want Bobby! :-* ;) :-D
NOT a good weekend. Enough said. Let's just say I ruin the best things I have in my life.
'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm
sorry I can't be
perfect
I'm sorry! :'(