I don't like not knowing how to act or think or feel... :-\
"Always"
The origin of my emotions, you're all that I need
You're all I can think about, give into you, concede
Pouring desires and wishes that can't come true
Crimson distress from my heart to you
Build up my hopes, and tear the shield down
A masquerade of my feelings when you are around
Failing to seize the moment, swarming with regret
An emptiness in my stomach, you're a beautful threat
Temptation augments, no control of how I feel
When we're together the atmosphere is surreal
Do you share this indescribable sensation?
Do you love me? And have an undying admiration?
Wishing our love would be not as complicated
I still want to stay here and remain advocated
Wondering how long you expect me to wait
Impatience and uncertainty, effects that I hate
Anticipation elevating with each passing day
I've climbed the cliffs and the obstacles in my way
I'll meet you there when it's the right time
Until then you'll be the fixation of my mind
Deep contemplation as I lie awake at night
How can something so wrong, feel so right?
Like a fire in my heart that keeps me alive
I need you in my life forever, so I can survive
I wish there was a better way to describe my emotion
And to illustrate it's depth to that of an ocean
This could be the beginning to a story with no end
Whatever happens you'll always be my best friend
:-[ I'll always love you no matter what :'(
I don't care if things don't workout the way I want them to, as long as they workout for the best and what's meant to be happens. Ya kno? :-\
Last night was great! I went over Mike's house around 8 PM and chilled with like 25 people. I didn't really know any of them, so I talked to the people I did know. lol! Nothing exciting happened at first I just kinda talked with Ashley by the bar. Then we went outside and me, Jenn, Ashley, and Qiana watched everyone play football and Red Rover (o yes, they are cool like that!) 8-) After the four of us went back inside everyone else slowly followed. I got on the drums and Qiana took the mike and we started making fun of people! "Your momma..." Yeah, I had some good ones!
"Charlie has the biggest shoe size in the room, so obviously that thing they say about the size of a guy's feet to the size of his (you know) is...not true!"
"Does anyone know why Mike is mad? He missed the audition for the Three Ninja's!"
"We did have three drumsticks, but Ashley took it about an hour ago and we haven't seen it since."
"I have an annoucement. This is
very important. Please stop pansing the red heads before the house catches on fire!"
LMFAO! Yeah, then we chilled on the staircase. Grant climbed over us like a monkey, it was crazy. Then I sung "Angel" because I'm sucha good singer! ;) Oh, and for the third time we watched Super Troopers, but me,
GRANT, Jenn, Ashley, and Eric had a card/chip fight. GAMBIT! lol! Good times. @ 11 PM we had to go outside and wait for our rides. I got home and chilled with my brother and his girlfriend. Then me and Ashley talked on the phone for an hour about...I really can't remember. (No seriously, I
can't remember!) Ashley..."Write that shit down! Write that down!" Good shit!
*I'm gonna write a book
*Where's my visor?
*A lot can happen in a second Missy!
*You're a toaster (wtf?! :-\) lol!
*I need a butler
*I'm as serious as a llama
*A-S-H-L-E-Y B-R-O-W-N
*I own a dog, yeah I do!
*You were sad on the way home! :-( I'm sorry! I didn't hear you!
*High in the sky like a blueberry pie! :-P ;)
^^ If you aren't me or Ashley, obviously you won't be able to understand any of that! ^^ :-D
I ate a lot food last night too! I ate a spoonful of peanut butter, a burrito, and a bag of popcorn! DAMN! =-o Then I got to see my brother's friend Dave that I've been in love with since third grade! It was such a great night! I love you! (you know who you are) ;) :-* You're all I think about! :-D