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Yesterday was so-so. After school my step-brother picked me up and drove me to Malow for the Shelby vs. Heritage soccer game. I hung out with Charles the whole time and we had great fun! Inside Malow we walked around and talked to one of his old teachers. And we walked into the dance that was going on and saw our MST classmates dancing (I think they were the only freshman there) Pretty pathetic! We got kicked out of the dance, so we decided it was time to go out and watch the soccer game because it was about to start. Charlie and I talked about some funny topics (love handles and ripples) lmfao. I love Charles he is my best friend! During half-time Jenn's mom drove us up to a party store where Charlie had *connections*.

*The three of us walk in to the party store*
Guy at the Counter: "Hey Butch! Earl is here!"
Me: "Charlie, what are you guna buy?"
Guy at the Counter: "Why is she calling you Charlie?"
Charlie: "Because that's my name."
Charlie: "Where's Rob? I haven't seen him in forever."
Guy at the Counter: "I'm Rob!"

lmfao. Charlie you really have great *connections* there! lol ;) Then we went back to the game and watched Shelby win like 5-1 (or something like that). Me and Jenn were going to Ashley's house after so we got in the Judy's van along with Charlie and Qiana because we were going to drive them home. All of us were going to dinner later, but for some reason we were driving them home instead of just going to Ashley's.

Jenn: "Where you going?!"
Charlie: "Where are we going?" :-\
Jenn: "What are you doing?"
Charlie: "Cleaning up my dog's shit."

LMAO! Then Charlie got back in the van and we drove Qiana home 'cause she needed to take a shower and get ready for the night. Charlie, Jenn, and I just chilled at Ashley's while she got ready. Then we went to pick up Qiana around 7:45 PM and out for dinner at Texas Road House. Maria met us there. I didn't eat very well. I had a Shirley Temple, two rolls with butter, and a few french fries with a LOT of cheese :-D We walked to AMC 30 when we finished eating, but it was too late to see a show. Instead of a movie, we walked along the strip and went into a nice cafe` place. I got a "toffee coffee" and it was yummy! :-) Then we went to Wal-Mart and walked around there for a while. The mean ladies at Wal-Mart kicked us out because it was closing, so we went to Farmer Jacks. Qiana bought a bottle of sparkling white grape juice. Apparently that didn't sit well with the rest of the food in my stomach, and I suddenly had the feeling I could throw up :-\ I asked for a cup of water and slowly drank that while I paced around trying to keep my food inside my stomach. That was a damper on the rest of the night, so I didn't really enjoy myself after that. But Jenn gave me a picture of Jennifer Garner (she is the greatest), which kinda cheered me up, but didn't help my stomach. On the ride home I sat in the front seat by Judy and was very quiet. I got home and grabbed a trash can, a bottle of pepto-bismol, and a glass of water and went to the bathroom. I didn't throw up, so that was cool. Online I had three serious conversations with people, so I was kinda upset with myself before I went to bed. It could have been a great night, but due to a few factors, it wasn't. :-(

Today's game was cancelled! But of course we still had practice! >:o Practice wasn't that bad though :-\ After practice me and the two Kelly's were walking up to 7-11. We walked past this lady in a car and she says, "Excuse me, I'm blind. Can you tell me where I am?" I did my best not to laugh and told her where she was (Plumbrook and Dodge Park). "Is it a gas station?" (It was like a strip mall kinda place) lmao. Good times. That definitely doesn't happen everyday! :-P

ItZyBiTzYdItZy4U: OMG ... we should have told her she was in like indiana er sumthin at a strip club
ItZyBiTzYdItZy4U: lmfaooo... omg next time that happens im gunna
ItZyBiTzYdItZy4U: haha too bad that wont ever happen again

ItZyBiTzYdItZy4U: you always crack me up....and im sure youve already heard this before but welcome to elementary school

lmfao Kelly ^_^ lol you crack me up too! :-D

My psyche seems a puzzle missing a piece
But I want to tell all what’s on my mind
I can’t grasp the moment to just release
Searching vast for ways to leave qualm behind
Feelings pull me down like quicksand beneath
Perplexed and incoherent when I deem
Confusion and doubt won’t yield or bequeath
Frustration and wishing this was a dream
The wind speaks softly and grazes my face
A breath of fresh air that wakes my thinking
Clarity appears from its hiding place
Like a chain, my thoughts begin their linking
All is lucid, no more worries or fears
Death to sleeplessness and eyes filled by tears

My life isn't very exciting during the school week, but today the Davis FROSH girls softball kicked some major Chieftain ass! ;) Good job ladies! Erika had a great game with THREE homeruns, two singles, and 6 RBI's. I only got two @ bats 'cause I skipped practice yesterday, but my first up at bat I got a homerun! 8-) Unfortunately, I played uber shitty in the field, so I have to buy the sunflower seeds for the next game. :-\

Final Score:
Davis - 20
Eppler - 4

Season Record: 2-1
Let's go Raiders! :-D

Check out the time. I can't sleep because I know that I have to return to "school" in like seven hours. I'm anxious and counting down the hours until I have to officially wakeup. I think I'll burn a CD to help me sleep, but that will probably take me another half hour to figure out what songs I want on it! :-\

Today @ like 3 PM I decided to go to CJ Barrymore's to meet Charlie, Mike, Wally, Mallory, Amanda, Ashley, and Jenn. I got there @ about 3:20 PM and started walking around outside looking for them. Then I realized that they would probably be playing DDR! Duh! I went in the arcade and sure enough, there they were. Like fifteen minutes later we bought tickets for the Indy Carts. I was excited because I had never gone on them before! 8-) While we were waiting in line we named a girl "dumbass" lol. On the carts I was swerving through the lanes and stopping suddenly when Mal and Ash were behind me. Oh, the CJ employee told me to stop bumping even thought it was Ashley bumping me! BITCH! Then we went back in the arcade and I was a big winner. My total tickets was 657. I used the tickets to buy a cool green blow-up alien. lmao. Mrs. Yee picked us up and drove us all to The Coffee Beanery, but it was closed so we walked to Subway. We chilled in Subway for an hour talking and making fun of the Subway lady and the guy who had his hands down his pants. "Ask him for a high five!" lol. Then we walked to Kroger and stared at the condoms for five minutes. Mallory and I picked out Trojan ribbed condoms and vaginal lubricative gel. lmao. Then we went through the aisles and I acted...retarded. "I have coupon." lmao. Good times. "We need a clean up in aisle five." Judy picked us up from there and we went to Ashley's house. I showed off my basketball skills for a little bit and showed Jenn my awesome slam dunk. :-P lol. Charlie blew up my cool green alien friend and we walked with him along Hayes. 14 honks! lol. "I come in peace." It started to get dark out, so we walked back to Ashley's house and chilled in her basement. I played the drums and Mallory danced. lol. ;) Mallory's dad picked us up at 9:30 PM.

*I put the cool green alien in the backseat*
Mallory: "Are you okay back there?"
Me: "He's uncomfortable. Let me turn him over."
*I turn him so he's lying face up*
Mallory: "That's better, now he can breathe."

LMAO! We are so stupid! lol. And then I was playing with a piece of string the whole ride home. :-\ lol. I got home @ 9:45 PM and came downstairs to the realization that I missed ALIAS! dammit! Oh well, I still had a great time today! But, unfortunately Spring Break is officially over and we're back to school tomorrow. :-( I just want everybody I hungout with this break to know that I've had the best times with all of you! :-D lata!

I wrote this last night. I consider it more of a song than a poem:

"Guilt Stricken"
I was afraid you’d get hurt, so I sent the pain below
True that it’s better to experience than to never know
But I’m always second-guessing the decisions I make
Constantly wondering if I’ve made a dire mistake
I built up your love and left it unfulfilled and in need
I ripped out your heart and left it there to bleed
I was the cause for all the tears appearing in your eyes
I was the cause for all the anguish and this demise
Guilt stricken, it’s time to wake up and separate feelings
Guilt stricken, it’s time to end the pain and its dealings
I pulled you down and dragged you into all of my pain
Reality and regret crashing down inside like rain
As obvious as my confusion and all of my doubt
You predicted I would be the one to suddenly back out
I built up your love and left it unfulfilled and in need
I ripped out your heart and left it there to bleed
I was the cause for all the tears appearing in your eyes
I was the cause for all the anguish and this demise
Guilt stricken, responsible for all that’s gone astray
Guilt stricken, responsible that I’ve caused you dismay
Don’t you see this is not what I actually want to do?
My intentions were not to devastate and upset you
I tell you, “go”, and hope that you’ll forgive and forget
I want to say, “wait”, but I’m not ready to commit
I built up your love and left it unfulfilled and in need
I ripped out your heart and left it there to bleed
I was the cause for all the tears appearing in your eyes
I was the cause for all the anguish and this demise
Guilt stricken, I pray for a new beginning and no end
Guilt stricken, I pray to God that you’re still my best friend

I hope you understand that... :-[ You should know who you are... :-(

Last night Charlie had me, Gianna, Jenn, Jeff, Mike, Wally, Mallory, and Maria over his house for a movie. Jenn, Charlie, and I got caught up in an MST conversation and left everyone else out. Yeah, we're cool! :-\ Jenn tried embarrasing me in front of Jeff and everyone else, but it didn't work!

Jenn: "Julie has a pink dildo."
*I get shocked/confused look on face*
Me: "I do not!"
Gianna: "She has a ty-dye one, too."
Me: "Yeah, so that way when I'm trippin' out I can be like "Woah, check out my dildo!"!!"

LMAO. Good times. It took like an hour of deliberation to figure out which movie we were going to watch! :-\ We put it CANDYMAN, but Mike didn't want to watch it, so he ruined it for everyone else by talking. Then we put it Glass House, but I didn't want to watch that, so we took that out. Charlie put in American Pie 2, but nobody wanted to watch a comedy so that quickly was taken out! Finally, I put Final Destination in the PS2 and we just watched that. Jeff brought his snow cone maker and made us all snow cones. 8-) lol. I thought Final Destination was a pretty good movie. It had some great lines and funny scenes:

"Carter, you dick!"
The *mentally challenged* guy on the plane.
*Carter pisses his pants*

*FBI guys chasing Alex*
Agent Shrek: "Alex, we're trying to help you!"

During the movie Jeff added a little porno music for the background:
*Watching the movie, two people get really close*
Me: "Makeout with him!"
Jeff: "Bow chica bow wow."

lol! When the movie was over we all went upstairs and outside to wait for our rides. Jeff realized he had left his headlights on all night and had ran his battery low. Good thinking. Jenn, Jeff, and I watched everyone else play *cracked out basketball* while we stood around and talked. Like always, I had a good rip on Charlie! lmao.

*Jeff and Jenn were looking for the Big Dipper in the stars*
Jeff: "There's the Big Dipper" *pointing at the stars*
Charlie: "I think that's the Little Dipper."
Me: "If you want to see the Little Dipper, just pull down Charlie's pants!"
=-o OOOHHH BERRRRRNNN!!! :-P

I am starting to get really good at making fun of Charlie's (you know what). lol. A little bit after 11 PM my dad picked me up and brought me back to my mothers. I'm supposed to be doing homework because this is the last day of break and school is tomorrow, but I wanted to do this entry first! lata!